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Feb 05, 2020

How Do I Help Someone That Doesn't Want Help?

Not me, a friend of a friend is going through a very nasty divorce and is incredibly depressed and has reported that they are seeing things (we aren't

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Feb 05, 2020

Just for me

There’s something inside me that you can’t see Twisted, wound tight like a tangle of pulsing vines Thick, knobbly, grey, it tightens and squeezes It’s

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Feb 05, 2020

I'm trying

I'm living each day just going through the motions. I'm empty, I'm dying, but I'm trying. Each day the same routine. The same meals. The same people.

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Feb 05, 2020

Who am I?

Sabbing in my heart. Be strong. Protect, Beliefs, Friends. However strong I am... I don't unrecognize my face, Not in pictures, Not in the mirror. The

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Feb 05, 2020

Enough

Here I go again Three bottles in Counting my sins Home alone again It's 5 in the morning Just me and HER At war again And I'm giving in Are you listening

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Dec 06, 2019

Upon this bridge

upon this bridge his gaze it yurns as it stands so tall among these shallow ferns it looks over the city and dreams of a visit from a person who dearly

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Dec 06, 2019

The walled castle

I am in a castle. It is round and tall. It is big, with stone passageways. There is a moat. Chains. There is no way in and no way out. I stand by the

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Dec 06, 2019

The Lone Wolf

The Lone Wolf walks alone. He falls asleep in the shadows, to awake in darkness. He bows his head. He nods. The Lone Wolf shakes. The Lone Wolf cries

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Jun 11, 2019

The Fingerless Glove

As you lay down beside me in peace whilst you sleep; I think of the pain thats stored in you so deep. Amazed every day just how you still show so much

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May 30, 2019

Stressed

Im stressed Im depressed My mind is a mess My heart is aching My soul is breaking I cant ever seem to get a rest But it is the best For someone like

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May 30, 2019

Unsound Mind

poems of an unsound mind easy to locate easy to find shallow depression unspoken confession a wantaway session escaping aggression character flawed

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May 30, 2019

Depression in denial

Its like two symphonies clashing inside my head It makes you distrustful of your shadow The pain doesn’t go when you cough or swallow It makes me hot and

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May 30, 2019

I Feel It

The feelings. Oh I wish they would come back to me again. The feelings I would feel as a child. Running around with my brother and the other children

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May 30, 2019

Tattoo My Pain

I can not think straight, am I here by choice or is this my fate? To live in this anquish and this torment and the voices of my thoughts My head is submerged

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Feb 20, 2019

Depression, My Old Friend

Darkness my old friend you were there when no one was the hand once held will not be left That was the promise you made This is the promise you have

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