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Feb 20, 2019

Depression, My Old Friend

Darkness my old friend you were there when no one was the hand once held will not be left That was the promise you made This is the promise you have

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Feb 20, 2019

My Love Affair with Despair

My love affair with despair I'd say I've never known despair like this before ...but I'd be lying Countless times have I fallen into the abyss of darkness

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Feb 20, 2019


I no longer wear makeup because the tears come down I used to have a face that smiled but life has turned it upside down my mother doesn’t get it my dad

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Feb 20, 2019

I Feel Depressed and Anxious but Am I Really?

I have felt depressed for an extended amount of time. I am at a new school and the girls are trying their best to be nice to me but at times they whisper

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Jan 16, 2019

The Bucket

Depression is like having one foot constantly stuck in a bucket. At the bottom of this bucket is a vortex. It’s a fine balance to stay out of this

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Jan 16, 2019

Two Me

I am two persons. One for my day. One for my night. The feeling of sinking seems right. I hope this pain will subside. But it remains silent inside. I

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Aug 07, 2018


Undercurrents of emotions pulling me down Feeling like pain is going to make me drown Putting on a show that makes me look alright Happy by day but

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Jul 27, 2018

My feet prefer air

My feet prefer the air over air filling these lungs, It tends to feel as heavy as the guilt I have over things I haven't done. My feet prefer the air

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Jul 27, 2018


I'm sick and tired of your threats and your lies, I wish there were a way we could completely sever ties. Life would be brighter, less gloom, more

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Jul 11, 2018

Why am I the way that I am?

I have this feeling inside me that makes me want to die. I push people away when I want to pull them in. I fight so hard not to feel how I feel. I just

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Jun 08, 2018

My Bully

My Bully, I have a current bully She never leaves me alone It started off all friendly But her evilness was soon shown It started with the judgement

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Jun 08, 2018


Sadness, alone, afraid, saddest of sad. This is what depression mostly is. Suicide, pills, living hell, dark places, not happy. This is what it is,

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Jun 08, 2018

Should I still be alive

My days are always ashy grey, the nights are too. As long as I lay down and stare at my wall, all I see is the disappointment and what shame I brought

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May 23, 2018

The Darkness Within

Dark thoughts in my mind Empty feelings I try to hide Panic grips me in the night Refusing to let me win this fight Everyday I tell more lies Saying always

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Feb 12, 2018

Natural Remedies For Depression

An overview of natural remedies for depression

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