Stressed

by Alice
(Ohio)

Im stressed

Im depressed
My mind is a mess
My heart is aching
My soul is breaking
I cant ever seem to get a rest
But it is the best
For someone like me
No one else could ever disagree
I deserve the misery
I cant escape it
I cant evade it
I cant ever erase it
Im dying inside
The sickness i hide
Its killing me inside
Theres nothing i can do
Theres nothing i could say
None of this will ever go away
Im scared
Im lonely
I hate myself
I try to do better, be better
But im just kidding myself
My body is alive
But all i feel is dead inside
I dont want no sympathy
I don't want no kinds words
Because lets be honest
Thats the last thing i would ever deserve

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May 30, 2019
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by: Dana

Hello, Alice! Thanks for sharing your raw feeings with me and my visitors.

I have to say it touched me deeply ... reading that you feel you deserve to struggle. That you don't deserve to be happy. Nothing could be farther from the truth! Having these thoughts is exactly what keeps you stuck and causes the downward spiral we can find ourselves in.

I hope that you are feeling much better now and that you are able to get the support you need to breakthrough the blues and live the kickass life you are truly meant to live!

Big hugs and, again, thanks for sharing.

Dana

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