Depression Test Blog

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Jun 21, 2017


I don't really know what to do right now. I feel like most of the time, especially during the day/morning and when I'm busy, I feel fine and don't really

Continue reading "Unsure"

Jun 21, 2017

Dear Depression

I called the receptionist to make an appointment with you Why don’t you ever remember? I scheduled for never But you made another in home visit I wasn’t

Continue reading "Dear Depression"

Jun 21, 2017

You Hurt Me

YOU HURT ME Please take the pain from my heart, I have tried and tried for a new start. Your words that hurt me make me cry. They hurt so bad I

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Mar 15, 2017

A Depression Poem: Doctor Doctor

A Depression Poem: Doctor Doctor I feel like a black cloud I ruin conversations If I say my thoughts out loud Doctor Doctor When I wake up I cry

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Mar 15, 2017


These thoughts I have are unpleasant I don’t know how to make them go away My sadness has taken over I don’t know how to fake a smile The scars I’ve tried

Continue reading "Thoughts"

Dec 02, 2016

My Apology

Will you tell them that I’m sorry? The people that I love? Tell them that I’m sorry I was never good enough. Tell them that I’m sorry that I was such a

Continue reading "My Apology"

Nov 10, 2016

That girl

She sits on her bed crying on her own, no wonder she always think she's alone. When she cries, her heart start to ache, People start to think she's

Continue reading "That girl"

Nov 10, 2016

Not Me

Before you stands a shell of a person, void of any emotions except the sadness that has crept in and stolen my soul. My mind is cluttered with thoughts

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Aug 29, 2016

Mind Disease

Depression is something we don't see. Trust me It's as real as you or me Even if you may seen me Smile But inside it has been awhile I truly would only

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Aug 22, 2016

my mother shuts down my ideas

really, what started this is my urge to make a little money for when I leave college. ive always thought of small businesses I can start in school without

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Aug 22, 2016


Lighthouse I saw a lighthouse in the deep gray fog In the distance signifying safe ground I can’t reach you I cry, I’ll never be found The light

Continue reading "Lighthouse"

Aug 22, 2016


You don't know what you're feeling You don't know who you are Why is this happening you ask? To people that are so innocent? You can’t understand what

Continue reading "Hello"

Aug 22, 2016


Hold on. Firm grip, higher and higher. Shed a tear, watch it evanescence Fear. Turn back? A voice appears and repeats his name. A quiet scream. Higher

Continue reading "Breathe"

Aug 22, 2016

The Dog

The Dog If no one was there to hear her cry Was she really crying? Of course, if the dog could speak He would tell you how he comforted her How he chased

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Aug 22, 2016

All too late

It only makes it worse that my parents abused me. I've always come to wonder when would be the right time to end this madness.....end it all. I always

Continue reading "All too late"