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Nov 03, 2017

My Bully

I have a current bully She never leaves me alone It started off all friendly But her evilness was soon shown It started with the judgement “wow, you

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Oct 20, 2017

Natural Remedies For Depression

An overview of natural remedies for depression

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Oct 17, 2017

Empty

I am a mess; Laying in a chaotic half-bedroom, On an inflatable bed, on a pile of bloodstained blankets and stuffed animals, disregarded. I am a hurricane;

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Oct 17, 2017

The cycle

I can feel, My brain telling me to cry, I need to let it out, I am stressed, scared, sad. My body won’t let me. They are in constant war. My life:

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Oct 17, 2017

Darkness

Depression. I hate that word. Happy wife. Happy life. Right? That's what they say. Mental illness. Ugh. Even worse. I have it all. Husband. Well

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Oct 17, 2017

The Whip

The beat of my life is the crack of a whip. Life beats me as I try to beat it. I beat the life out of life ‘til I’m both beaten and beat. They say:

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Jun 21, 2017

Unsure

I don't really know what to do right now. I feel like most of the time, especially during the day/morning and when I'm busy, I feel fine and don't really

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Jun 21, 2017

Dear Depression

I called the receptionist to make an appointment with you Why don’t you ever remember? I scheduled for never But you made another in home visit I wasn’t

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Jun 21, 2017

You Hurt Me

YOU HURT ME Please take the pain from my heart, I have tried and tried for a new start. Your words that hurt me make me cry. They hurt so bad I

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Mar 15, 2017

A Depression Poem: Doctor Doctor

A Depression Poem: Doctor Doctor I feel like a black cloud I ruin conversations If I say my thoughts out loud Doctor Doctor When I wake up I cry

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Mar 15, 2017

Thoughts

These thoughts I have are unpleasant I don’t know how to make them go away My sadness has taken over I don’t know how to fake a smile The scars I’ve tried

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Dec 02, 2016

My Apology

Will you tell them that I’m sorry? The people that I love? Tell them that I’m sorry I was never good enough. Tell them that I’m sorry that I was such a

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Nov 10, 2016

That girl

She sits on her bed crying on her own, no wonder she always think she's alone. When she cries, her heart start to ache, People start to think she's

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Nov 10, 2016

Not Me

Before you stands a shell of a person, void of any emotions except the sadness that has crept in and stolen my soul. My mind is cluttered with thoughts

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Aug 29, 2016

Mind Disease

Depression is something we don't see. Trust me It's as real as you or me Even if you may seen me Smile But inside it has been awhile I truly would only

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